i am

so happy.

brewing grounds collaborative meeting
a talk about whether we wanted to renew the lease for this space...
jennell, katie and i are all very confident that we should keep pushing forward
and stressed the fact that we haven't had enough of a chance to turn things around
that we deserve a longer period of time
because we've had a fabulous impact even in just the little time we've been here
emily seems hopeful and like she supports our wish to keep going forth
dan, on the other hand, seems to be removing himself from brewing grounds
in many aspects
he doesn't get excited about events
he doesn't put any effort into advertising or promoting anything going on
he doesn't put many hours into the coffeeshop anymore
in fact, he only opens on fridays and saturdays now
where the other 4 of us have been keeping up with the rest of the hours that we're open...and doing a damn awesome job at that.
i feel like the coffeeshop has become a burden to dan
when he should be grateful to have a place like this
where he can get free coffee and escape the worries of big boy life
adulthood is a twisted thing-often times things don't work out how you want them to
not everybody can be as fabulous as matt nelson is
i have to accept that fact
in fact, almost nobody can be quite like that man
i hate the thought of this place not existing anymore
sigh...
i miss matt nelson
so much

i am happy.

perfect.

He told me I look a lot happier
than I did a few months ago
and I am.
My brother's out of the hospital and rehabilitating
I'm enjoying my summer
Work's not all too bad
And I was seeing him
I told him I was most happy to be around him again
He flashed me his smile
And I fell for it
Cause I always do





Tonight I'm going to get dressed up
And boogie down with all my friends
To Michael Jackson songs
All night
And tomorrow I'm going to get up early for work
At Target
And I'm not going to piss and moan about it
Cause I'm all smiles :]