"First off, it’s unfair that you decided to blow Dave off for months and expect him to even want to talk to you now. Why would you expect that when you’ve ignored him since you found out he’s not straightedge anymore? By completely ignoring him/not supporting him in the decision he made for himself it shows that you really don’t care about him, you’re not a real friend and not worth any of his time. You are the one, who burned that bridge, and I gave you multiple oppourtunities to maybe fix that by inviting you to things and then you chose to blow me off also. So trying to fix your friendship with Dave might be too little to late especially after the ways you’ve disrespected Dave and my relationship."
always the bad guy.
i swear.
i'm never falling in love again.
because it always ends up:
dude sells out.
new girlfriend bashes me for ex.
i'm the bad friend.
i'm the bad friend.
i'm the bad friend.
i'm the bad friend.
just because i didn't sell out.
and didn't care enough about dude selling out.
where is there a balance?
why is it bad that i don't give a fuck?
but it's bad if i care too much?
i don't understand.
a year and a half later and shit is still in disarray.
i give up.
EDIT: he comes up anyway in conversation way too often. shitty. but i guess...for two and a half years i was known as Crystal(and Dave). I'll just keep walking through to the next post, guys.
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